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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|09:22 pm]
Jessica
My mom called me today and told me that she went with one of her pregnant friends to the hospital today. Her friend is going to have a baby in a couple months, so they had to get all the paperwork done at the hospital. While my mom's friend was doing that, my mom decided to take Zak (my little brother) and his friend, Caleb to the nursery. Zakkary started asking which baby was his and which baby was waiting for him. And my mom had to tell him that they weren't getting a baby today. Although he was really bummed out, he said that he knew he couldn't get one today because he didn't have anything ready for the baby. Afterwards, when they went to the store, he went to the baby section and started putting baby clothes in the basket. My mom asked what he was doing. He told her that he was getting everything ready for his baby and that he still needed to get shampoo. My mom finally had to explain to him that he can't have a baby. He asked her why and explained that all of his friends in the neighborhood had baby brothers..so his turn was next. My mom said that she didn't even know what to say. When she was telling me this, I wanted to cry. I grew up with two brothers and I hated it. I wanted to be an only child. Poor Zak is basically growing up as an only child since my brothers and I don't live at home anymore, and all he wants is a baby.
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2005|10:03 pm]
Jessica
I've often heard people say that you will never really know someone. I used to disagree though. I feel like there are a few people that I know inside and out..and that I can actually predict their behavior. I think when you've been around someone long enough, you can usually tell how they are going to act or react..and you have an idea how they think about things. However, today I realized I was very, very wrong. You don't ever really know someone, regardless of how much you think you do.
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2005|04:03 pm]
Jessica
Hey, does anyone have any gas can/jug things? My mom is super paranoid and she told me to find some. She said she already went to AutoZone by I-35 and William Cannon and they are out. Anyone know where I can find them or have one I can borrow and return later or buy off of you? I would appreciate it.
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(no subject) [Apr. 17th, 2005|07:46 pm]
Jessica
Note to self: Do not go to the grocery store when you are hungry. It never ends well.
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(no subject) [Apr. 10th, 2005|01:55 pm]
Jessica
Cleaning
Door breaking
Alcohol
Scatogories
Insanity
Cake
Inappropriate pictures
Group hugs
Theater
Dancing
Hyde Park fries

Not exactly in that order.
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(no subject) [Apr. 8th, 2005|11:22 am]
Jessica
Why is it that the people we think we mean the most to are always reminding us how little we actually mean to them?
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(no subject) [Feb. 28th, 2005|04:29 pm]
Jessica
Sorry, this has recently become the place where I bitch and gripe about everything that isn't the way I want it to be. With that in mind..here's something else for me to compain about. Last night Oscar and I were trying to figure out when exactly we were going to see each other. I have to work the entire spring break..and says he is going to come up to Austin for a few days, however, I have yet to receive any confirmed dates. Besides that...once we looked at a calendar, I realized that we didn't know the next time that we could see each other. I have finals this semester and then I also have to go to summer school. Plus, I have to move down to stay with my other aunt in Brownsville. I'll quit my current job in the beginning of May, but I don't know when I will start a new job, so I don't have much money to live off of either. Also, Oscar is supposed to get an internship or job or whatever this summer and he's staying in Chicago..which means we most definitely won't be able to spend our birthdays together, much less part of the summer. So as of now, I have no idea when exactly we're going to see each other again after Spring Break..which makes me sad and a little uneasy about our relationship. Why couldn't this be a tad bit easier?
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2005|07:31 pm]
Jessica
Today Rob and I decided to go to the park since it was such a nice day. It was kind of depressing being there though. All around me where all these happy families and happy little couples. I wanted to be one of those happy little couples too (no offense, Rob). There was even this cute little couple being photographed at the park. I am assuming it was for an engagement announcement or something. They were dressed in matching outfits, which kind of scares me, but it is kind of cute. At one point they posed for a picture in front of the water with their arms around each other and I admit, I was a little jealous. I would feel very silly doing something like that and I honestly don't ever want to see Oscar & I in matching outfits, but I just wish that I had my boyfriend here to spend this beautiful day with.
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2005|12:47 pm]
Jessica
It's sad when your boyfriend basically implies you're a loser and that he's glad he's not there, because you're also a bad influence. Thanks, pal.
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(no subject) [Feb. 26th, 2005|10:10 am]
Jessica
After a rough week of drama, I finally feel like life might be getting a little better. However, hope this is not another one of those times when I think life is getting better, and I'm just disappointed in the end. As I get older and older, I'm beginning to wonder...will my life ever be what I want it to be?

Lately I've had a whole lot of anxiety about graduating next year and trying to find a job. The fact is, I kind of screwed myself over with working crappy jobs and not doing internships. However, I don't feel like that is entirely my fault, especially since a whole lot of internships are unpaid. Yes, I do feel like the experience is well worth not getting paid, but I have to survive and money is the means to do that. Anyhow, I tried to look up advertising jobs the other day on a job webpage just to see what I should expected after graduating. It was very depressing, to say the least. It turns out that the only kind of jobs I am qualified for are jobs requiring only an associates degree (if even that). The other jobs that I was not qualified for required at least 5-10 years of experience in the field. So yes, it looks like I have a bright future in telemarketing and the like. That's definitely soothing.

The upside of life is that I will soon have a place of my own. My younger brother, Daniel, wants to move to Austin next semester, so we plan on getting a place together. I feel like this will not only be a great move for Daniel, it will be a great move for me as well. Daniel needs to get away from all things high school to help him grow up a little bit. Plus, sometimes it's very good for you to get away from your comfort zone and take some risks. The good thing about Daniel is that he is very laid back, low stress, low maintenance, and he's really fun to hang out with. Plus, he's a good listener when it comes to me venting. So right now, I am looking for a nice place for us to rent out. Hopefully not too ghetto, but nice & afforable. I don't want to get sucked in to paying extremely high rent every month like I did when I lived in Hyde Park. But I don't want to live in a dump either. So if anyone knows of any good places, let me know. =)

After my little visit to Chicago last weekend, I feel like I am ready for Oscar to come back. I had such a great time with him. With Oscar, I don't feel akward being silent and I don't feel like I have to put on any kind of act. I can just be me. And I like the fact that we're both so comfortable with each other that we can do or say anything. Plus, it's nice to feel like there's someone you love that loves you back. =)
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